I suppose you could say since this is my blog, you could look into it and see my cynic's reflection. But I think as long as we're talking mirrors here you should take a good look at yourself. And contemplate just how much you wish it were my reflection looking back, cause it's a mirror, so it'd be yours. And I'm hot.

Monday, October 24, 2005

AMANDA

I'll be specific here so as not to raise doubt through ambiguity:

My last post was purely rhetorical. I watched last night while playing pool a man act very jealous and very posessive over the girl he was with. Tyler and I played pool, and asked me why I still talked to Andrea, which he could only have known were he still checking up on her MySpace page where I left a note. I asked myself, is he still hurting over all that?

Which is what prompted me to write the previous entry when I got home. There is no one in specific I am referring to, despite what you may think. Other entries have been about someone in particular, but I don't name names because being a public journal I don't think it's entirely appropriate. It's not, however, so that whoever reads it thinks it's about them. That would be bullshit. Mostly because not enough people look at this to care in the first place, but more because that would be really juvenile.

Now, with that said, I will no longer spend any more of my time explaining myself to you. I know you're worried that I'm up to some sort of no good, but, if you're going to have a friendship with me or are want to not stress about this all the time, you're just going to have to let that go. I'm not doing anything shady.

2 Comments:

Blogger ~David~ said...

P.S. You know I Love you.

12:53 PM

 
Blogger ~David~ said...

Sweetie, I wasn't trying to be mean, and I said fucker the same way you did. I said to stop it in the same way as well. Like i said, I'm not gonna leave here with a bitter taste in my mouth.

I don't know what kind of life you think I lead, but I'm telling you now it's pretty boring. Well, aside from the skydiving. I have a crush on Whitney, that's about the most scandalous, exciting thing I have going on in my life, but, it's a crush and that's all it can be. I just vent about it here cause there's nowhere else for it to go.

And I thank you for asking about it. I did say that I wanted to be asked to clarify. I know it's not in your nature, but, feel fre to respond via comment in my journal itself, that way if other people wonder about it, then they can know too.

I'm not leading some kind of secret dual life, and if I am, the one you know is far more interesting, believe me. I don't want you thinking that's what's going on. I wish you could know my life here, you'd see just how uneventful it is. I keep to myself much anymore, and seriously, girls are the last thing on my mind.

But, having said that, I do think it's sweet that you are so curious. And I encourage you to keep reading it, cause after Wednesday, this will become primarily my travel journal, and I want you to read all about what's going on out in Japan.

Please don't think I'm out to deceive you in any way. I put that part of my life behind me. I want my life to be out in the open, that's why I made my private thoughts public.

Fucker. :o)

vheeo

2:30 PM

 

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