I suppose you could say since this is my blog, you could look into it and see my cynic's reflection. But I think as long as we're talking mirrors here you should take a good look at yourself. And contemplate just how much you wish it were my reflection looking back, cause it's a mirror, so it'd be yours. And I'm hot.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

01-25 - 11:00am

01-25 - 11:00am

Well, woke up at 10 today, or at least that’s when I thought I had slept way too long and checked my phone to see what time it was. Then I dozed off again until just about right now. So having said that, I don’t think I’m gonna set my alarm except on weekends, and Friday, since I have FU Training 2 that day.
It’s FUT2 actually, but I prefer to call it FU training #2. They just do like to FU in this job. They wanna make sure you’re well F’dU. I heard Allen got FU’d three times. Damn, so many puns there. It’s great.

My weird dream theme that I haven’t mentioned in a while continues. I fell asleep last night thinking about how you could possibly visually express a dream to someone else, like in movie form. How would you emulate the point of view, and the endless lack of certain perspective, and odd feats of that reality?
Last night I dreamt that I had done what I keep thinking about in the waking world; going home and surprising my friends by not telling them I’m coming back for a visit. Except that in my dream I had apparently been back to visit recently, and it had only been a matter of weeks since I left for the first time.
So here I am surprising my friends, and they’re just like, oh hey what’s up. And I’m so confused why they’re not freaking out, and Brian Hickey is like “Dude weren’t you here like two weeks ago? Don’t you have like a job or something out there?” And I’m all crushed emotionally cause I really wanted to surprise my friends and have a good time, and they kinda didn’t care.

I know though that for some people no matter how long I’m gone it’ll be that way. Hickey, for one. Nathan, probably. Definitely Josh. But thankfully there are those people who would do a little freak out happy dance.

10:34pm

Well, today was fun. I had a good time today. My mission to feel rested was successful. Today at work I felt generally better than any day I can remember in the last two months or so. I turned up the energy in my kids lessons, and my ability to cope with, well, less than fluent students, was markedly greater than in the preceding weeks.

I have tomorrow off, Vinny is working my shift since I covered his Tuesday last week, thusly leading to my mission. I will get together with Bryan tomorrow and do some drinking and guitar playing, and that’s good cause I’ve written another song. I think I’m going to end up with an album entitled For The Women of My Life. Right now I have songs started/written for Liesl, Jordan, and now Amanda. Well, Greg too, but, we’ll work him in there somewhere.

Saturday, Greg has invited me to join rather than babysit him and Bryan for our little shindig, free of charge. Greg continues to amaze me with his generosity. Except Sunday is going to be hell at work, and I am going to have to bring my work clothes with me and leave from his place. I’m also kinda worried because Bryan is going to want to jam on his guitar, and I don’t know really how I feel about that. Actually, I don’t know if Bryan has any idea what he’s in for, seeing as I don’t know if he’s ever rolled how we do. Oh well, good enough time to find out, yea?

美しい着物について語りましょう。
ちきゅふ長のあなたのすぐ近くのおもむきのある物について。
胸の弧度を高める物のように気となりかがいとおかしい。

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