Distractions

Woot, Tyler's gonna be here in three days, and I've officially finished work prior to his arrival. I've got three days off now, so that's gonna be weird, maybe I'll actually clean up for him, and maybe I'll actually get around out of sheer boredom to doing those things I've needed to do for months, like, say, change my address for my alien card, seeing as I'm an illegal alien right now. I think it might be more important for ward tax purposes than anything else, so I should probably do that.

I decided to distract myself from my own pessimistic self destructive thoughts about Melissa through self destructive behavior. It seems to be working very well though, as for once in a long string of nights I'm not thinking about how much I resent her, or wish things were different. I took the couple messages she sent at face value, after I sent her the "I figured you would back out so I made other plans" message when she told me she was tired and was just gonna kick it at home.

See, my problem with that is the times I treasure most in a relationship are exactly those times, the, "I'm so tired just come spend time with me being around and cuddling to relax" kinda times. But she doens't seem entirely interested in that, or doesn't think I am, since she never offers, and I get the impression from previous situations that she wouldn't even bother replying to the comment. Ugh.

Anyway, I'm probably gonna be up for a while, but I thought I would take a sec and update this, in keeping wtih my desire to keep as close to a daily journal as possible.

I'm playing this game, Adventure Quest, you've probably seen ads on MySpace, and I play it when I'm drunk or bored, but I'm a level 70 character now and have essentially done all there is to do in the game that doesn't involve some serious farming and investment of time with no short term gain. So, now even my boredom cure is gone, thusly eliminating my excuse/distraction from writing here. Who knows what that will lead to. Maybe I'll just plug away at it anyway. Or maybe I'll stop being a dork and get a gym membership like I swore to myself last night I would, and spend my time making progress towards a physique I can be proud of, and women will drool over.