Choices

So I'm going to Korea next weekend, but I haven't heard back from Sinhae in a couple of weeks, even after I sent her my intinerary and everything, and that worries me a little. I know things will be fine, I know she'll write me back, but of course now I have all these thoughts going through my head of having to leave without having heard from her, and trying to find a hotel and get things done all on my own the whole time, which would be possible, admittedly, but entirely unpleasant, and would probably more or less ruin the first day of my trip.

Things will work out though, I know they will, they always do, so when it comes down to it I'm not really worried.

I seem to have slacked on planning my trip for June, so it looks like I might be cancelling my proposed trip to Vietnam, I'd be going by myself anyway, in favor of planning something else, maybe a trip to Okinawa, which would just be a matter of finding someone to go with and booking it as soon as possible. I suppose I ought to get on that now. I'm sure I could talk Ty into going, he's always down for a sunny, drunken beach adventure.

Tonight I have the option of going to Tokyo, to Ebisu, to go to Rebecca's going away party, but, much like Ty, I just can't be fucked going all the way to Tokyo for something I'm not going to stay out all night for. And I certainly don't want to stay out all night for much anything anymore, the old fart that I've become. I just seriously hate going out all night, it's a miserable experience for me every time, I rarely enjoy myself, and more often than not, I end up either being really quiet, or getting drunk and being stupid, or as stupid as I really get when I drink.

My other option is to go to Teganuma Lake in Abiko for Christian's lake party, which might be fun, but might not. At least then I can bail if I want to, but, lol, my main concern is a lack of, how should I put it, fun possibilities, i.e. cute girls. There seems to be a marked lack of them lately. But, not that that should concern, me, seeing as Monday night I'm getting to get with Saki for what will be our...5th date now? First was dinner and pool, then bowling, then here to look at pics, then here to finish Howl, so ya, 5th. We'll see how that goes, I guess.

Anyway, the problem is here that I'm just tired, and can't be bothered making the effort to do much of anything much less actually get ready and go out tonight. So, eh. I'm just being lazy. I need to go do something. More later.